:)

NEAR TO YOU

a fine frenzy

He and I had something beautiful, but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last.

I loved him so, but I let him go, cause I knew he'd never love me back.

Such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced.

I'm still reeling from the loss, still a little bit delirious.

Near to you, I am healing! But it's taking so long.

cause though he's gone, and YOU ARE WONDERFUL, it's hard to move on.

yet, I'M BETTER NEAR TO YOU :)

You and I have something different, and I'm enjoying it cautiously.

I'm battle scarred, I am working so hard to get back to who I used to be.

He's disappearing, fading suddenly.

I'M SO CLOSE TO BEING YOURS.

Won't you stay with me, please?

I only know that I am better where you are.

Yet, I'm better near to you. :')